It is really interesting to see..

 How stupid, others actually are.

They believe they know the truth and actually could give others advice. As if they knew anything. 

I’m so fucking tierd of those idiots. 

Them that only look on me, from a distance and talk shit about me, behind my back.     They have tried to lock me up, all my life.

And they can’t get any sense, all now. All thoe, they are old as fuck. They don’t see the bigger picture.

As a matter of fact, they can not make sense out of nothing. Because they don’t see the truth. They are disgusting, poor little liers. Lacking a life.

That is why they are getting frustrated now, that I’ve FINALLY. Broken contact with them. I don’t even read what they say.  Because they have lost me already.

I do not gain anything what so ever, from keeping them in my life. As a matter of fact, they almost destroy my every day.

I become furiouse and start to boil inside. As soon as I see that they attemt to contact me. Because they are soo fake.

They are so stupid, that they actually try to do anything they can. To destroy my life.

They have made sure the state took two of my children, here in Sweden. Two in Jamaica, also. They have tried to kill me. They have killed the man, I had for seven years. They talk shit about me and try to put me on ”medication”, every day.

Still they think that I am sick, the sick one.

They don’t understand that I have OVERCOME

Why is it you think?

What is so hard, for them to understand the truth?  

I have lived over a year in Jamaica. I have visited, plenty different countries. I can talk alot of languages and have required information FAR greater than you all have been thought in school.

See I come from a country, where it’s not allowed to be someone. Over here, you have to be, just like everybody else. Sure we have richer people and we have a King and Queen. But since I was borned in the ghetto, since I have been beaten down, all my life. Since I have far greater writing capabilities, than them ETC.

That means, that I’m not even allowed to be a person. Again.

Hahe. They actually tried to force me to live on drugs, since I was a teenager. That there was free of choice still.

But then a car killed me, when I was 19. So I spent 13 months, at the hospital. My family got like chocked then. They where like oh noo, poor me. My sister/ daughter/ aunty, musn’t die. We must take care of her.

Yea, so I spent some years with them. Remember I could not walk, I could not talk, I could not even eat or drink, through my mouth again.

Yeah yeah, fast forward.

Then I finally started to listen to Reggae and that music there, is supreme. Roots Reggae, is me one hundred procent. 

N yada yada.

Then I learned Patois and traveled to Jamaica 😘😃💋. Met a yute, from the ghetto in Kingston. Married him and brought him to Sweden. We lived in our own house, so everything was great.

Then my family dem, saw that I was witdrawing from our contact. So they started to talk shit about my husband. And they actually left me, when I stood by his side and didn’t mind my relationship with them.

Yea, I divvorced him and went back to Jamaica. The country, that have saved my life so many many times..

Over there, I learned about life. Over there, I learned about who is genuin and lovely. I started to see ”Judas”, for who he is.

Remember I first met God the 3 of September 2004. I was 19…

2016, I was in Sweden. I bought 100 gram of White Widow. Gave away some and smoked some myself. Then I walked to the police station and told them about my man, that has been beating me up since 2013… So everything was good. I was finally free again and could do what I love. Listen to music and help others. That is those, that need help. Not them that call themself different names.

However, my stupid family, that can not think for themselves. Actually got me locked up 3 months, that time. And in December, as a Christmas present. They got me evicted from my house.

   So they forced me, to move in to my abusers apartment. (He was also homless, that December).

See I felt so betrayed, that even them, that was supposed to care for me. They betrayed me. They told alot of lies about me, in order to get me locked up. They said that I was crazy and needed medication. They said that I was braindamaged and could not think properly. They said that I was being used by men and could not take care of my economy. They said that I thought that I was God, yes they said that.

Whilst, in reality. I don’t do drugs, would not even take a painkiller. I do not drink alkohol, because that make u dumb. My brain is very much more advanced than theirs and it always has been. I’m like Picasso, Beethoven and Bob Marley. So I always put God, over people. 

I always loved music, painting, pictures, languages, writing and filosofy. So that mean, that they do not understand me. See I speak in a way, that they don’t comprehend.

I also would never brag about anything. Because people do not interest me. I don’t talk about others, unless I wish to give them strenght. I do not look on tv programs and movies. Because I’m not interested in lies. I have never lied, in my entire life. Because God is my Don and provider. I practice what I Preach.

Leave me alone. You don’t know me. Never have and never will. And that’s that.

I don’t want anything to do with you. You have absolutely no right, what so ever to even talk to me. It is not your choice, to look at me or not. I don’t know you, I deven live in your society again. I live on it, yes. But not in it.

I fucking hate that I have to explain, the simpelest little things. To you. You only use a small procentedge of your brain. Whilst InI use 100%.

I am capable of accomplishing so much more in my life, than all of you combined. I speak to the real Chris Brown and the real Shokryme, every day. From I wake up, untill I fall asleep. They are not the only men that I am talking to, but they are the only men that I love. I have married, the two of them. But non of you can see the truth, for what it is. InInI, knowS truth from fuckery.

That is why, we don’t want anything to do with you. But actually live in our own world werld.

I love you Chris Criss.                       Thank you for being you Jason Ia 

IiI 3 InI                                               /Ella Ella, Sin-de-R-ella ❤️❤️💋🇯🇲🧚🏻‍♂️

Haha, it’s like they forgot that I got an A, in Marketing and Language dem n Writing. +Economy. So what are you capable of doing me? pussyhole.

 Ini kno those people, but I don’t know who from Sweden is reading it. Because I don’t go out much. However I hope that it is some black man. The others reading is and I only love them. Because white people are Babylon suppressors. Well well, good night. At 12 am. Lights out.